For years, I had searched for peace, but I found only striving, doubt, and inner unrest. I quoted Scriptures, performed well, and tried to look composed, but deep down, I was breaking. It wasn’t until I surrendered and began to truly abide in Christ that I discovered the peace I had longed for. Through Gideon’s story, I learned that peace doesn’t come through control or performance; it comes through obedience and trust.

Many Christians today feel stuck, called by God, but full of doubt, with ideas, and afraid to act. In this post, I open up about my struggle with insecurity, the pressure to copy others, and the temptation to rely on tools like AI instead of trusting the Holy Spirit. We were never meant to borrow the world’s creativity. As believers, we carry the mind of Christ and a God-given imagination that can do far more than we think possible. If you've ever questioned your calling or felt like your creativity doesn’t measure up, this will challenge you to lay down the lies and pick up what God has already placed in you.